Okay so last week we had this really cute substitute in French and I don’t know I guess I’ve just been dwelling on the fact that I couldn’t really rave about him to anyone. I just keep coming back to it and thinking how much it blows to be closeted in a small town.

And the funny thing is is that it’s never really bothered me before that I’m not able to be open about liking guys because no one here who is gay and open is attractive to me.

But idk I just feel like the more I keep it in the worse it’ll get. This is really my only ~secret~ anyways haha

I just don’t think I’m really to come out, though.

#gay  #coming out  #cute french teachers lol